Optimism is for the petty :/

Let me say for my second post I'm not going to be as happy. Let's also just state that College isn't for people whom have no skills in time management or those who get depressed easily. I'm at a very bad point in my college career. Midterm is Wednesday and I'm definitely not passing all my classes as I'd hoped. Right now I can't get out of bed half of the time because I feel useless and don't see the point in attempting to fix things. Currently I'm pretty sure I've fucked up all classes.... ALL CLASSES....... FML. Seriously I don't know what happened or where the time went. What really fucked me up was the snow. I had no idea what was going on with the classes or how it was affecting my schedule..... I should have just gone to class regardless of the 5 or 6 inches of snow...... I was fine until our first snowday... I was keeping up just fine really I was. Then I suppose I became depressed. Looking back in foresight I should have stayed on my schedule and not let the snow break me. I don't know what to do right now it's really bad. I love how my second post is so cynical compared to the first one... Well I'm going to go and attempt to fix my life... I'll post after it's fixed perhaps.... I hope it does get fixed.......